I just realised that i have so many confessions this year. Weird is it? Haha. But i think this one gonna be the most utterly truth of all.
I have problem. Yeah, so does everyone else right?. What makes you and i have a common problem but you have the solution while i don’t?
I have problem with people’s impression towards me. That’s the biggest thing ever for me. I like to think that people do love me for all means. Seriously, i never thought that people are going to talk bad about me because i never do anything bad to them. This thought seriously never occur to me until one day, a close friend of mine asked me, ‘ko rasekan ade x org kutuk ko belakang ko?’ That was the moment i felt like how many good deeds i’ve done to all my friends, it won’t stop them to talk shit about me if they want to.
I usually have negative 1st impression towards people. I think that’s why i have problem with people’s impression towards me. I try as much as i can to be good, to look good in front of all people. I will only let you into my darkest secret if i can only trust you because it is hard for me to trust a person.
I know its abit weird….and yes, i do listen to Spanish songs. I like the melody, the lyrics as well. Although i don’t really fully understand it, i can still feel the emotion in the songs. Well, i hope you enjoy it
Contigo En La Distancia (You in the distance) by Christina Aguilera
Es que te has convertido
En parte de mi alma
Ya nada me consuela
Si no estas tu tambien
You have become
Part of my heart
Nothing comforts me anymore
If you’re not by my side.
El Beso Del Final (The Last Kiss) by Christina Aguilera
Anoche yo senti, que me besaste diferente
Y me quede sin saber que hacer
Yo te conozco y se que algo no anda bien
Ven, dime la verdad, no quiero imaginar
Que fue el beso del final
Last night, the way you kissed me felt different
I had no clue what should I have done
I know you, I am positive something is wrong
Come on! Tell me the truth, I wouldn’t want to think
This was the final kiss
Tu (You) by Shakira
Porque eres tu mi sol
La fe con que vivo
La potencia de mi voz
Los pies con que camino
Eres tu amor
Mis ganas de reir
El adios que no sabre decir
Porque nunca podre vivir sin ti
Because you are my sun
The faith with which I live
The power of my voice
My feet that I walk with
You are, my love
My desire to laugh
I will not know how to say goodbye
Because I will never be able to live without you
HayAmores (There Are Loves) by Shakira
Hay amores que se esperan al invierno y florecen
Y en las noches del otoño reverdecen
Tal como el amor que siento yo por ti
There are loves which wait for the winter to bloom
and in the autumn evenings turn green again,
just like the love I feel for you.
Escapemonos (Let’s Escape) by Marc Anthony and Jennifer Lopez
Para que estemos solos amor
En un día sin fin
Sin preocuparnos más
Del que podrán decir
Donde durmamos abrazados
Y si entonces nos sorprende el amanecer
Saber que estás ahí
Que estamos solos
No Me Ames (You Don’t Love Me) by Marc Anthony and Jennifer Lopez
No me ames, que comprendo
La mentira que seria
Si tu amor no merezco
No me ames, más quedate otra dia
No me ames, porque estoy perdido
Porque cambie el mundo, porque es el destino
Porque no se puede, somos un espejo
Y tu asi serias lo que yo de mi reflejo
Don’t love me, because i understand
The lie it would be
If i don’t deserve your love
Don’t love me, just stay one more day
Don’t love me, because i am lost
Because i changed the world, because it is destiny
Because it can’t be, we are a mirror
And since it is so you would be what I reflect of me
Call me bad or bitch or any other words that you like…i just wanna say what i wanna say. Hate me if you want to. I don’t give a fucking care because somewhere, somehow, its gonna affect all of you, directly or indirectly…
I heard a rumours for the insider of new Student Council. Apparently, she told me about our new Student Council’s Tressurer cried during the handover position ceremony last saturday because she didn’t expect that she has to start working the account on January. She didnt really prepare on what she gonna face on for the council.
FYI people. Tressurer of Student Council gets a hold of all clubs account and the allocated money from the management. Vice tressurer gets a hold of events account that being organised by the Council. At times to times, there will be auditing for the account to make sure that the money goes smoothly and no ‘penyelewengan’ ever happen.
That’s why it is vital for the tressurer position to has at least the knowledge on accounting or has been a tressurer for any organisation before. Much better if she/her is currently studying anything related to that.
Michelle is a 2nd year 2nd semester Accounting and Finannce student. A really bright one actually. I have been working with money since my secondary years as tressurer. I have the basic knowledge.
Do the tressurer that YOU guys voted has the qualification to do work?
All the best to the Council next year. Being apart of CFC still, i’m gonna make sure i get what i want as a tressurer.
But then again, you guys dont actually care about whoever went into the council right? then you can just complaint all the bulshits and stuff. So yeah.
Being in council is not for fun. Its not for popularity. You wont be popular by it. You have to work for others benefit.
As expected…VOC win by 2oo plus party vote over UDP
Farid won individual vote against Tulika but since VOC has higher party vote, Tulika got the seat as Vice President
I lost my individual vote by 10 to my opponent
Total Party Vote: 143
Total Individual Vote: 117
There are 250 students think that i should get the Vice Treasurer post. Well, it’s an achievement for me to know there are people think that i am capable for that position.
I was not nervous at all when i decided to attend the vote counting thingy because i already have the mindset of not winning the post. But, it turned out to be totally different when the counting started. Seriously indescribable feeling. I think the real world election pun macam tu jugak rase die. Hehe
Well, at least i experienced how to campaign, how the election goes, how the politics works….hehe. Priceless
Ok. I should do work now but i think i have to let everyone who read my blog knows about what i’m facing right now.
UDP (United Democratic Party)
As all of you know, i’m running as Vice Treasurer position for Student Council 2010 for this party.
I know most of you guys didn’t know most of the people in the party but BELIEVE ME, they can do work. They are capable of doing anything for you. You guys know Karibi as President of Rugby Club, Bryan Liew as President of Ping Pong Club, Leah as President of Cheerleading Club before she joined the Council team last semester, Yi Hang is the Founder of Volleyball Club, Omid has a degree in Architecture from Germany University before he joined Curtin to do Civil and Construction, Kent as President of Art and Dance Club. Do you think they can have this position if they can’t really do works? Most of them are still active in the club event and stuff but they have to let go the position because as you joining Student Council, you CAN’T have any higher position in any of clubs.
I’m not just simply judge people here. I’ve been working with them for the past 2 weeks and they really passionate in representing the students to voice out their needs. I ASSURE each and everyone of you that UDP can make every single manifesto come true. Our manifestos are realistic, do-able and attainable.
You might never notice them because they didn’t live in our community. We rarely sees them because most of them are Business students.
What i don’t understand is why Voice of Curtin doesn’t register as same time with us. Why last minute? It shows that they really don’t have interest in Council at the first place.
I run through their manifesto during our party meeting today. Most of the issues proposed there were already been done by the current Student Council. Such as to provide better sports facilities. Did all of you know that we are going to have the outdoor volleyball court, tennis court, new basketball court and new car park behind the football grand stand? No right…because all of you never attend the student meeting with council which has been held 3 times in this semester. For lesser food price, do you guys know that the rent for 1 lot at the cafe cost RM 2000 per month? Do the math people.
I know that you guys are more familiar with the people in Voice of Curtin Party but are you sure they really gonna do the works? I kid you not people. The council work are tough. Trust me. I’ve been briefing about the work by current president and you can imagine the amount of pressure held on you to make sure you fulfill the students need. That’s what Council is all about. Vote for people that you know will do the work for you, will make sure you get what you want.
Now, i’m gonna talk about why i have to push my party.
Most of you might not know this. The party vote determine the people who are going to run for council, not the individual vote. You can have 1000 of individual vote but it still depends on the preference list set by the current president. It is hard to explain here.
I know everyone of you want me to join Council for our own benefits right? But i can’t guarantee you my position if you are not voting for my party. That’s how it goes. PARTY vote.
Stop all this crap about party. I’m gonna be honest with you guys.
If you let Voice of Curtin win, I WILL NOT BE IN COUNCIL. Did you see the candidates for that party? I’m not being racist or what but they don’t have ANY MUSLIM or MALAY in the party. Do you think they gonna help us if they win the election? We being such a minority here. We need someone that has strong position in the Council to help us through. Ayub shall agree with me in this matter right, Ayub? We need someone to backup our rights. Farid will do that for you guys as he and Shahul had been done the same shit this year. Helping the MALAY and MUSLIM as best as they can.
Last thing that i can say is vote for the people that you think can do works for you, can take care your benefit. May the best party win!
I am NEVER a fan of promoting myself that i am good or the best or whatever good values that you can find in me because i always believe that actions speaks lounder than words. Right?
When you ask me to sell myself to the public, i can’t and if i have a choice, i rather not to promote myself.
That’s why i took Engineering instead of Marketing. I can’t sell myself!
The point here is that i will not make a good politician. That’s for sure.
Now, here’s my thought on people that doesn’t keep up with their promise.
Don’t la janji macam2 at the first place. Cakap nak besar je. SEBESAR bumi! But last2, habuk pun tada.
To my dearie readers, i am TRULY sorry because i didn’t update the blog for quite a long time (macam la ade org baca pun kan…haha)
Anyway, a LOTS of thing happen during the un-updated day.
Went to PROM 2009 at Eastwood. Had fun with my dates; Nina, Syabil, Sedut, Jay, Aswad, Azureen, Hakam, Gomeng, Salina. Stupid jokes and dance!
Went to our very own ‘after party’ with Chendoy, Abu and Chong, plus the Prom members. Kareoke 4 jam sampai lebam!
Nigerian Independance Day where they had a friendly football tournament between the Nigerians and CFC All Around the World. CFC team won by 4-2.
Unisex Futsal Tournament, handled by me and Abby. I had fun time. Thank you to everyone who participated
Curtin Seven’s. I came for the second day only. Penat support CROCS weh! haha.
And few others thing that i usually do, plus skipping classes, lazying around although i have alot of undone assignments.
23 October 2009 – Due PIC Assignment 2, Thermo Assignment 2, Fluid and Particle Assignment 3.
30 October 2009 – Due Reaction Project B, PIC Project 2.
Again, i got a back to back timetable for the exam this time. Fuck you! I hate back to back. It drives me insane!!!!!
I am so gonna focus on my school works now. The only things to be worried about is the triple event of CFC (AGM, All-Star game, Award Ceremony) and the Student Council thingy. I wanna run for student council next year. Kinda cool. Haha. Hope i can and i will be able to do so.
jay, azureen, me and sedut
That’s all for now. I am currently in lazy state of updating about myself.
I spent my day watching and downloading movies and get all the works that need to be done before class started.
The Proposal – AWESOME! I’m currently in love with Ryan Reynolds people! Fucking gorgeous guy!
The Talented Mr Ripley – Twisted movie and boring.
GI Joe: Rise of The Cobra – Although Channing Tatum looks so dashing, the action and the storyline is so boring
Collateral – Tom Cruise and Jamie Foxx!
Gangs of New York – I like it alot. The passion of the native to protect their country for the Irish invaders really overwhelm
Valkyrie – I like history or true story based movie!
State of Play – MIND BLOWING! recommended to watch if you like mystery and brain twisted movie
Hopefully i have time to watch 3 more movies that i’ve downloaded. Public Enemies, The Departed and The Other Boleyn Girl.
My weekend was even better. Hangout with Syamim, Lutfi, Abu Dhzar, Azrul, Ahmad Zuhairi, Adam, Ellys.
Saturday – Went to Niah for the first time. Penat jugak dowh. Haha.
Sunday – Went to Lambir for the first time jugak. Sejuk gile air die. Haha. After that, sent Adam and Ahmad Zuhairi to airport. Went to play bowling for the first time as well. Tak la susah mane main bowling actually but not my type of sport for sure
Adam, me, Syamim, Lutfi, Abu, Zuhairi @ Lambir
in Niah Cave
Without wax,
yours truly in flu state (aaaachhhhoooo!)
p/s: I really wanna write something to ponder but i just don’t have the time to write it in proper way. Gotta do that later on.
