June 13, 2009...4:40 am

Its Over

Finally, its over between us. I’m glad its over.

Its not that i wanna break up the friendship but i have to do it. I had to give the ultimatum. You left me with no other choice.

For you who has a better life now, for me who wants more than what i have now, for us to just move on completely and forget the darkest secret that we used to share.

I cherish all the memories i had with you, every single bit of it even though its faded through times. I hope you too. I know you remember more about us than me. You always amazed me when it comes to our memories.

I’m glad you finally realize that what i said before is true. We can’t go on with what we have now. We have nothing. Simply nothing in common. Not like we used to be. We shared almost everything. From a simple laugh to the most emotional day of our life. More than that, we shared the heart.

I feel sad no more because i am ready to let you go. Its been 3 years after all.

I’m glad that i am finally happy to let you go.

I’m glad that i finally found the guts to let you go.

I’m glad that i finally do not shed any single tears for you.

I’m glad that i finally undefined the love i have for you.

I’m glad that i finally can love you without being with you.

I’m glad its over.

Dearie Baby, thank you for being part of my wonderful life. You will always be remembered. You taught me how to love and how to be loved. You taught me life.

You’re the first but certainly not the last.

I love you Zahrullail bin Salehuddin. Always was and always will.