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Current mood: EMO too much

Current song: What Am I To You by Norah Jones

I just feel really useless lately. Unknown to even myself what makes me down and really stress up. I dont have unfinished assignment (exception to the Chem Lab). I have no mood to even revise a bit any of my unit (exception to Heat Transfer Tutorial which i skip on the last week of teaching week. I dont even understand a heck of it).


I never had this type of mood swing before. I mean, not as horrible as this. Too much personal problems i guess. Sometimes, i just get carried away with it when i have too much of free time. I wanna let go because i know its been taking care of but i’m stuck in the situation where i cant even have the ability to help and even to be cool with it. Too much pressure.

I do sometimes feel that i create my own mess. Why GOD? Why testing me with all the problems that i’m facing now? I tried to be strong, for me, for my family but sometimes i let my emotional took control of me. I know i been away too much from you, My GOD. Help me through all this mess.

All this things happen is it because of the way i choose my life to be? The way i wanna it to be without ur blessing. I know i have ur blessing. I know U are always there to judge me. I AM AWARE OF THAT.

I am trying my best but i guess my best wasnt good enough. I know.

DEAR GOD, do help me get over all my mess. There is now one that i can turn for help except YOU.


Jokes of The Day

Current mood: Happy in disguise

Current song: Outrageous by Britney Spears

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
“My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610″


Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.


Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.


Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I’ll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I’ll also stay with your sister.


Ah Beng : People consider me as a “GOD”
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.


Ah Beng complained to the police: “Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house.”
Police: “How the thief did not take TV?”
Ah Beng : “I was watching TV news…”


Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying “Parking Fine”
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole “Thanks for compliment.”


How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases the board.


Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot.


Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man – This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng – If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?


Teacher: “I killed a person” convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is “u will go to jail”


Ah Beng told his servant: “Go and water the plants!”
Servant: “It’s already raining.”
Ah Beng : “So what? Take an umbrella and go.”


A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not
in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

just a joke 😀

till next entry



Current mood: Consuming and trying to let go

Current song: I Surrender by Celine Dion

You know i like you…

I try to get over you…

But i guess i love what we have right now…

I don’t dare to ask for more…

I don’t wanna ask for more…

Just be my moment…

Until i have the courage to let go…

p/s: Gorgeous….


Hey all. I encounter a very interesting update on theBerita Harian Online.

Rang Undang-Undang DNA 2008 dibentang hari ini

As far as i concern, a case that has only DNA evidence is not accepted in most of the Court around the world.

This is good because DNA can be collected from any part of our body such as hair, blood, and saliva. If you are happen to be in the wrong place and the wrong time but the right person that matches all the DNA evidences found at the murder scene, you gonna paid for it. So, after this, please be EXTRA CAREFUL with the ‘waste’ that your body has produced. You might not know what gonna happen in the future.

To tell you the truth, i am supporting the DNA evidence IF AND ONLY IF the case already has their suspected person. Relying ONLY on the DNA evidence gonna bring a big problem to the Court later on.

To explain more about the DNA, i shall leave u guys with this link –What is DNA?

till next entry


p/s: i wanna be lawyer…but it was long time ago 😛


Current Mood: Mind resting and enjoying the holidays.

Current Song: Para La Calle by Capicu feat Jahdi

Hey all. I feel good because i can update my blog weekly (for the time being). How’s everyone doing?. Good i hope. Right now, we are on our 1st 1 week break of the 2nd semester 2008. I think everyone has their own plan for holiday aite?. For me, i’m just gonna sit around and waiting for any interesting stuff to happen around me. Plus, i NEED to revise my units.

Well, week 4 is a bit hectic for me due to Process Principle 1st Assignment, Chem Lab Report & Tutorial and Heat Transfer Quiz.

Thank GOD that Heat Transfer had a quiz because i really blur on what i have learned for the past 1 month. Seriously. I can’t even remember the basic equations. Huhu. So far, i had no problem with Process Principle, Process System Analysis and Chemistry yet.

Friday evening: I went hiking at Canada Hill with Larry, Nina and her cousins, Yaya and Bella. Fun but tiring. At least, i didn’t end up like Bella, laying on the road 😛 . It’s been a while since i do adventurous stuff. We hiked about 2 hills i guess. I still feel the sore of hiking until now. Haha. After hiking, me, Larry and Nina went to watch Gapam, Liyana, Syabil, Nizwan, Hanif and Ariff (Dendang Nusantara) rehearsed their performance for Curtin Cultural Day at Imperial Mall.

Friday Night: All of us went to have dinner with Nina’s family. It’s my 1st time having dinner with Sarawakian family. Not so much different from the West Malaysian culture. We ate seafood that night which by far my 1st ever seafood dish since i came to Miri 2 years ago. Her dad is a friendly man i would say. 1 thing for sure, he will ‘ngam’ with my dad la. Haha. Her mom definately different from my mom. I remembered Syabil’s statement, ‘her mom is like Stacy’s Mom song’. I get the point now.

Saturday morning: GZG had their 1st Futsal League match against Scharlotts but sadly we lost the match 😦 . We down by 2-1. After 3 semester resting from playing futsal, i’m back on the game. Well, i guess that’s why we lost kot. Miera was not around because she went to daurah with Kak Syu and Kak Shinaz. Nini was the keeper and i played the defender. Sofia was not around because she went back to KL. Really a nice game. Nini scored the 1 goal.

Saturday evening: Ground Zero go against Murphy for the 2nd Football League match. We down as well by 2-1. What a game. We had few nice chances for the goal but it was not our luck. Well played GZ!. I received a text msg from El Capitano, Koyot later that evening, which i and Gapam will take into action for the upcoming match. Later in the evening, me, Gapam, Hanif, Liyana and Nina went to Imperial Mall for the Curtin Cultural Day. For sure everyone over there was having fun. Dendang Nusantara performed 2 songs, Permata Untuk Isteri by Kopratasa and Mustika by M Nasir, which happen to be my favourite songs. The songs was nice but the sound system was sucks to the max!. Sorry organizer.

Saturday night: My pet brother, Tompoq texted me. Asked me to hangout with him plus siblings gossip. We went for late dinner at Rasa Segar.

Sunday night: Tompoq, me and Syabil went to dinner at Tanjung Lobang. Had seafood again. Hehe. We had a pretty nice conversation among us. I happen to be abit emo because of the MMS.

On personal side, i have to be prepared of losing Gorgeous. I know i been too selfish starting last semester. I can’t tolerant with people who threatened my life. I have reason why i’m being selfish. 1st, Darling is gonna be with me for 3 semester more. Gorgeous another 2 semester more. I just want my moment. Is that too much to ask?.

till next entry


p/s: sorry for the long entry.


Current Mood: Nerding and Confused

Current Song: I Like That by Jae Millz

hey all. I had a really fun night yesterday.

Went out with Andy, Jay, Sedut and Khadab around 11 something. Hangout at Mayang Sari, later to a place where Khadab said has a really beautiful scenery but turns out to be the place already filled with high trees.

Went back to house of 22 around 3 am. Hanging out with all the rugby boys of house of 22. All of them were fully awake because they were prepared to go to Kuching for Kuching 7’s tournament on 16 August 2008. Fariq broke a bottle of soy sauce. All of them supposed to start the journey around 4.30 am but ended up the bus came at 6.15 am. I was on the 24 hours of non-sleep state. Thank God I only had morning classes today.

Not so much of update lately. Everything is just like normal to some of us. I really hope all of us gonna get through this semester well enough.



Tagged by Abby Chu =)

hey all. I read Abby’s blog yesterday and i came across this tag thingy. Since i’m dead bored and stress with my work right now, i leave u guys with this 😀

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday

legal age to do anything =P

legal age to do anything...well, almost anything =P

2. A place you’d like to travel to


Paris, France...City of Romance and Love =)

3. Your favorite place

just walking along the sea shore...enough to take my mind out from my frizzy & dizzy life

just walking along the sea shore...enough to take my mind out from my frizzy & dizzy life

4. Your favorite food

mom's cook...always was and always be =)

mom's cook...always was and always will be =)

5. Your favorite pet

smart but lazy =X

smart but lazy =X

6. Your favorite color combination

Gold, Black & Silver. The 'new' pink =P

Gold, Black & Silver. The 'new' pink =P

7. Your piece of clothing

sporty & casual...simple yet elegance =)

sporty & casual...simple yet elegance =)

8. Your all-time favorite song

Mariah Carey - My All. Even my dad like it =D

Mariah Carey - My All. Even my dad like it =D

9. Your favorite TV show

the most moving series i ever lay upon =)

the most moving tv series i ever lay upon =)

10. First name of your significant other

i love u...dulu, kini & selamanya =)

i love u...dulu, kini & selamanya =)

11. The town in which you live

Shah Alam @ Orchid City....don't ask me why =D

Shah Alam @ Orchid City....don't ask me why =D

12. Your screen name/nickname

thanx to asha =)

thanx to asha =)

13. Your first job

Bookstore Cashier when i was 12 years old...my first ever salary, RM 300

Bookstore Cashier when i was 12 years old...my first ever salary, RM 300

14. Your dream job

Perfume Creator...the reason why i wanna be Chemical Engineer =D

Perfume Creator...the reason why i wanna be Chemical Engineer =D

15. A bad habit you have

trying hard not to bite my nail

trying hard not to bite my nail

16. Your worst fear



17. The one thing you’ll like to do before you die

bungee jumping =D

bungee jumping =D

till next entry


p/s: can anyone tell me what the hack is tag?.

What a weeK!

Current Mood: Optimistic yet scared

Current Song: Better in Time by Leona Lewis

hey all. Currently heading towards the end of week 2. Every event that happened went well i guess.

CIS Welcoming BBQ (Friday, 8 August 2008).

As the last event involves me as the committee, i really hope it to be a blast but it happen to be not what i have expected. From the attendance, most of the old members either came last minute or didn’t come at all. No so many of the international Muslim students even though both of our emcee that night are the international students. Really hard to get them involve in our activity. I thought last semester are going to change all of this but turn out to be the same. Last semester was the biggest involvement from them. Hopefully, the new committee that going to be elected and announced on 13 August 2008 will figure out something on this problem. But all and all, i was satisfied with the committee that Islah and i had chosen for the Welcoming BBQ. Job well done, everyone!. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Hope to work with u guys again, Insyaallah 🙂

GROUND ZERO 1ST MATCH (Sunday, 10 August 2008).


SCORE: 3 – 2

SCORER: Mamat and Sayyaf

As the manager, i was a bit upset with the match and my players but i know they all did the best that they could to perform. KUDOS TO ALL THE GZ PLAYERS. Its really an interesting game because both of the team attack and defend at the same rate. Maybe GZ a bit affected due to most of the main player played for the Open Miri Futsal Tournament. As the tactical coach, Gapam has done his best for the first game. For sure, we gonna tighten up our defense and built up the stamina. Next game is in 2 weeks time against Murphy. Hope we gonna do our best for that 🙂

On the other hand, my units are really killing me, especially Heat Transfer. I try to focus on the class and understands the tutorial but its to hard for me to catch up. I REALLY NEED TO REVISE on that unit. There will be an individual quiz at Week 4. Hopefully, I’ll gain more understanding on the unit by that time. Chemistry 102 lab will be weekly instead of alternating week like it used to be. Damn. Every week lab. PSA Lab tutorial also give me a headache. Last tutorial, i didn’t have time to finish it. Hopefully the upcoming lab will not be as difficult as the previous lab. I guess the only unit that doesn’t hit the hard part yet is Process Principle. Well, learning the terminology last week already gives me the hint of the difficulties that i will face on that unit. Hope my insanity will keeps me moving and learning 😀

till next entry

rahilah ♥

Stories =)

hey all. Sorry for the late update. I’ve been busy lately. I know its only 1st week of uni but being Rahilah, thousands of matter i need to take care of in the starter of the sem  =P

First, school stuff. I had 2 tutorial on my first week alone! (PSA and Heat Transfer). Damn it. Even Curtin Perth is free from tutorial on the first week. What a rush for me. Just came back & needed to adjust my time and life, but i don’t have the time to do so 😦

Second, football. Team registration for both girls’ futsal and boys’ field football is on Monday, 4th August 2008. Hopefully both team will be in well managed by me. Haha. 😀

Third, Afat & Faiz, Kak Jameela’s friend, was in Miri from Thursday till Sunday. I had fun even though i didn’t join most of their activities over here. Started with Afat’s birthday prank in MYY Airport and ended at Piasau Beach played kite. Personally, i enjoy knowing both of them. Very friendly & supporting. Hope to see u guys again 🙂

Forth, MUKMIN 308 (1st August – 3rd August 2008). A camp handle by Curtin E-FaCT annually. Personally, i love 207 more even though the students in 308 camp has more higher educational level, which is good but i under estimate them. Huhu. They doesn’t create much riot like the 207’s student but they have their own characteristic.

well, that’s it for now.

till next entry

rahilah ♥