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Current mood: EMO too much

Current song: What Am I To You by Norah Jones

I just feel really useless lately. Unknown to even myself what makes me down and really stress up. I dont have unfinished assignment (exception to the Chem Lab). I have no mood to even revise a bit any of my unit (exception to Heat Transfer Tutorial which i skip on the last week of teaching week. I dont even understand a heck of it).


I never had this type of mood swing before. I mean, not as horrible as this. Too much personal problems i guess. Sometimes, i just get carried away with it when i have too much of free time. I wanna let go because i know its been taking care of but i’m stuck in the situation where i cant even have the ability to help and even to be cool with it. Too much pressure.

I do sometimes feel that i create my own mess. Why GOD? Why testing me with all the problems that i’m facing now? I tried to be strong, for me, for my family but sometimes i let my emotional took control of me. I know i been away too much from you, My GOD. Help me through all this mess.

All this things happen is it because of the way i choose my life to be? The way i wanna it to be without ur blessing. I know i have ur blessing. I know U are always there to judge me. I AM AWARE OF THAT.

I am trying my best but i guess my best wasnt good enough. I know.

DEAR GOD, do help me get over all my mess. There is now one that i can turn for help except YOU.


Jokes of The Day

Current mood: Happy in disguise

Current song: Outrageous by Britney Spears

Ah Beng bought a new mobile.
He sent a message to everyone from his Phone Book & said,
“My Mobile No. Has changed.
Earlier it was Nokia 3310. Now it is 6610″


Ah Beng : I am a Proud, coz my son is in Medical College .
Friend: Really, what is he studying.
Ah Beng: No, he is not studying, they are Studying him.


Ah Beng : Doctor, in my dreams, I play football every night.
DR: Take this tablet, you will be ok.
Ah Beng : Can I take tomorrow, tonight is final game.


Ah Beng : If I die, will u remarry?
Wife: No! I’ll stay with my sister. But if I die will u remarry?
Ah Beng : No, I’ll also stay with your sister.


Ah Beng : People consider me as a “GOD”
Wife: How do you know??
Ah Beng : When I went to the Park today, everybody said,
Oh GOD! U have come again.


Ah Beng complained to the police: “Sir, all items are missing,
except the TV in my house.”
Police: “How the thief did not take TV?”
Ah Beng : “I was watching TV news…”


Ah Beng comes back 2 his car & find a note saying “Parking Fine”
He Writes a note and sticks it to a pole “Thanks for compliment.”


How do you recognize Ah Beng in School?
He is the one who erases the notes from the book when the teacher erases the board.


Once Ah Beng was walking he had a glove on one hand and not on other.
So the man asked him why he did so. He replied that the weather forecast
announced that on one hand it would be cold and on the other hand it would be hot.


Ah Beng : Why are all these people running?
Man – This is a race, the winner will get the cup
Ah Beng – If only the winner will get the cup, why others running?


Teacher: “I killed a person” convert this sentence into future tense
Ah Beng : The future tense is “u will go to jail”


Ah Beng told his servant: “Go and water the plants!”
Servant: “It’s already raining.”
Ah Beng : “So what? Take an umbrella and go.”


A man asked Ah Beng why Ahmad Badawi goes walking in the Evening and not
in the morning Ah Beng replied Ahmad Badawi is PM not AM

just a joke 😀

till next entry



Current mood: Consuming and trying to let go

Current song: I Surrender by Celine Dion

You know i like you…

I try to get over you…

But i guess i love what we have right now…

I don’t dare to ask for more…

I don’t wanna ask for more…

Just be my moment…

Until i have the courage to let go…

p/s: Gorgeous….


Hey all. I encounter a very interesting update on theBerita Harian Online.

Rang Undang-Undang DNA 2008 dibentang hari ini

As far as i concern, a case that has only DNA evidence is not accepted in most of the Court around the world.

This is good because DNA can be collected from any part of our body such as hair, blood, and saliva. If you are happen to be in the wrong place and the wrong time but the right person that matches all the DNA evidences found at the murder scene, you gonna paid for it. So, after this, please be EXTRA CAREFUL with the ‘waste’ that your body has produced. You might not know what gonna happen in the future.

To tell you the truth, i am supporting the DNA evidence IF AND ONLY IF the case already has their suspected person. Relying ONLY on the DNA evidence gonna bring a big problem to the Court later on.

To explain more about the DNA, i shall leave u guys with this link –What is DNA?

till next entry


p/s: i wanna be lawyer…but it was long time ago 😛


Current Mood: Mind resting and enjoying the holidays.

Current Song: Para La Calle by Capicu feat Jahdi

Hey all. I feel good because i can update my blog weekly (for the time being). How’s everyone doing?. Good i hope. Right now, we are on our 1st 1 week break of the 2nd semester 2008. I think everyone has their own plan for holiday aite?. For me, i’m just gonna sit around and waiting for any interesting stuff to happen around me. Plus, i NEED to revise my units.

Well, week 4 is a bit hectic for me due to Process Principle 1st Assignment, Chem Lab Report & Tutorial and Heat Transfer Quiz.

Thank GOD that Heat Transfer had a quiz because i really blur on what i have learned for the past 1 month. Seriously. I can’t even remember the basic equations. Huhu. So far, i had no problem with Process Principle, Process System Analysis and Chemistry yet.

Friday evening: I went hiking at Canada Hill with Larry, Nina and her cousins, Yaya and Bella. Fun but tiring. At least, i didn’t end up like Bella, laying on the road 😛 . It’s been a while since i do adventurous stuff. We hiked about 2 hills i guess. I still feel the sore of hiking until now. Haha. After hiking, me, Larry and Nina went to watch Gapam, Liyana, Syabil, Nizwan, Hanif and Ariff (Dendang Nusantara) rehearsed their performance for Curtin Cultural Day at Imperial Mall.

Friday Night: All of us went to have dinner with Nina’s family. It’s my 1st time having dinner with Sarawakian family. Not so much different from the West Malaysian culture. We ate seafood that night which by far my 1st ever seafood dish since i came to Miri 2 years ago. Her dad is a friendly man i would say. 1 thing for sure, he will ‘ngam’ with my dad la. Haha. Her mom definately different from my mom. I remembered Syabil’s statement, ‘her mom is like Stacy’s Mom song’. I get the point now.

Saturday morning: GZG had their 1st Futsal League match against Scharlotts but sadly we lost the match 😦 . We down by 2-1. After 3 semester resting from playing futsal, i’m back on the game. Well, i guess that’s why we lost kot. Miera was not around because she went to daurah with Kak Syu and Kak Shinaz. Nini was the keeper and i played the defender. Sofia was not around because she went back to KL. Really a nice game. Nini scored the 1 goal.

Saturday evening: Ground Zero go against Murphy for the 2nd Football League match. We down as well by 2-1. What a game. We had few nice chances for the goal but it was not our luck. Well played GZ!. I received a text msg from El Capitano, Koyot later that evening, which i and Gapam will take into action for the upcoming match. Later in the evening, me, Gapam, Hanif, Liyana and Nina went to Imperial Mall for the Curtin Cultural Day. For sure everyone over there was having fun. Dendang Nusantara performed 2 songs, Permata Untuk Isteri by Kopratasa and Mustika by M Nasir, which happen to be my favourite songs. The songs was nice but the sound system was sucks to the max!. Sorry organizer.

Saturday night: My pet brother, Tompoq texted me. Asked me to hangout with him plus siblings gossip. We went for late dinner at Rasa Segar.

Sunday night: Tompoq, me and Syabil went to dinner at Tanjung Lobang. Had seafood again. Hehe. We had a pretty nice conversation among us. I happen to be abit emo because of the MMS.

On personal side, i have to be prepared of losing Gorgeous. I know i been too selfish starting last semester. I can’t tolerant with people who threatened my life. I have reason why i’m being selfish. 1st, Darling is gonna be with me for 3 semester more. Gorgeous another 2 semester more. I just want my moment. Is that too much to ask?.

till next entry


p/s: sorry for the long entry.


Current Mood: Nerding and Confused

Current Song: I Like That by Jae Millz

hey all. I had a really fun night yesterday.

Went out with Andy, Jay, Sedut and Khadab around 11 something. Hangout at Mayang Sari, later to a place where Khadab said has a really beautiful scenery but turns out to be the place already filled with high trees.

Went back to house of 22 around 3 am. Hanging out with all the rugby boys of house of 22. All of them were fully awake because they were prepared to go to Kuching for Kuching 7’s tournament on 16 August 2008. Fariq broke a bottle of soy sauce. All of them supposed to start the journey around 4.30 am but ended up the bus came at 6.15 am. I was on the 24 hours of non-sleep state. Thank God I only had morning classes today.

Not so much of update lately. Everything is just like normal to some of us. I really hope all of us gonna get through this semester well enough.