More Than A Woman

Current Mood: Still Down due to Chem test and missed class

Current Song: Papparazzi by Lady Gaga

As requested by A’ishah and Liyana, here are the ladies in my life. Personally, i have problem with girls. Maybe because i think that i am complicated enough, i don’t think they understand me well but i still have the closet one to my heart. I would say you need to be tough if you wanna be in my life. If not, i don’t mind at all. It’s your call anyway 🙂

the house of 5712 -iffah xde-

the house of 5712 -iffah xde-

halifah masturah *miss u babe*

halifah masturah *big small sis*

amira saryati *i really want her to wear tudung for real*

amira saryati *i really want her to wear tudung for real*

Abby Chu Chang Yee *small kiddo*

Abby Chu Chang Yee *cute small kiddo*

Kak Nurul Jameela *my big sis*

Kak Nurul Jameela *my big sis*

fairouszana *the later bestfriend*

fairouszana *the later bestfriend*

Nasfazreeha *the best buddy*

Nasfazreeha *the best buddy*

Syazana *dearie old friend*

Syazana *dearie old friend*

Ilia *the twinnie i love, period*

Ilia *the twinnie i love, period*

These are all the girls in my life. The one i share my biggest secret with. The one i treasure the most until today. I would never trade any of you for anything at all 🙂 Thank you for being there when i need you the most.

Adding to the post of I am your lady, You are my man

Muhd Iskandar Safwan & Muhd Iqbal

Muhd Iskandar Safwan & Muhd Iqbal

my engineering family

my engineering family

sweetheart, our only picture

Mohd Faiz Mod Djamil, our only picture

p/s: Sorry sape2 yg xde, as i said in the previous post, kite xde gambar bersama.

The Awesome Sunday

Current Mood: Studying Chemistry

Current Song: Crazier by Taylor Swift

Awesome Sunday! Yeay!

Slept at 8.30 am, woke up at 1.30 pm. Nice one!

Been forcing myself to study Chemistry so hard. I just can’t get myself lately. Being such a lazy ass weh. Why la. I have ALOT OF THINGS TO DO! Serious shit. I need a catalyst.

This week, CFC committee working from Friday till Sunday.

Friday was the replacement match for Borneo FC since they can’t make it in the weekend due to school stuff. Against D Eagles FC, Borneo tried hard to define and attack but Eagles was at their top performance level. Eagles 10 – Borneo 0.

Saturday, i missed the 1st match, Galacticos vs. Trinity. Its a draw if i’m not mistaken. 1-1. 2nd match was Sabah vs. Crazy Stone. What a match weh! Serious. Crazy Stone scored 1st time ever in the match. Most of the supporter that day hope that Crazy Stone do give some fight to Sabah and they did. They hold Sabah 2-0 for the 1st half. Such a nice match to watch. Still, in the end, Sabah won by 7-1.

Sunday, the only match on the evening, Kelkatu vs. Machanz. Kelkatu went into the field without 2 of their Centre Back player, Chendoy and Gala, who went to Brunei for closed rugby competition. The only ‘ayam tambatan’ for the team is Koyot for the last man position. He kinda upset me in the 1st half. Too many bad call. Haih. The formation was a bit kelam kabut and they don’t even have substitutes player! I was so down until the end of the 1st half but the 2nd half changed everything. I mean EVERYTHING!!!!! They hold Machanz for only 3 goal. Kelkatu had their game up. Scored 2 goal, 1 by Safiq and 1 by Salim. I thought myself that i might be watching the repeat match of Man U vs. Spurs last night! But, sadly, they are not Man U. All and all, such an entertaining game. Machanz fight to win and they won the match by 3-2.

I had my dinner with Aeron Wong today, for the 1st time. Haha. Was accompanied by Mia, Ezuan and Dinesh. I learned alot about Aeron and he really fascinates me. Seriously. Can’t wait to have a chat with him lagi.

without wax,

yours truly.

p/s: to dearie Abby Chu. Don’t marah me okie! 😉

I am your lady, You are my man

Current Mood: Struggling to balance my life

Current Song: Try Again by Aaliyah feat. Timbaland

This post is dedicated to the boys that are apart of my life, now and then. I remembered that once someone told me that you can’t never be friends with guy without having any special feeling towards them. Haha. I don’t think i’m gonna fall for someone that i really know. Kinda weird don’t you think? Hehe. Anyway, most of them here hold a special place in my heart. Always and forever.


Larry Ngang Luhat



Mun Jern Hoe @ Megat Johan Iskandar Syah

Mun Jern Hoe @ Megat Johan Iskandar Syah

Tompoq @ Abang

Muhd Taufiq @ Abang

Raja Syafiq Nazmi

Raja Syafiq Nazmi

The house of 5722

The house of 5722

p/s: whoever not in here is because i don’t have a really nice pic of us. Jangan sedey ek 🙂

without wax,

yours truly

the GOING to be hectic part of the semester

Current Mood: Sorting all the major tasks and thinking

Current Song: Everywhere by Michelle Branch

Hey people. What’s up?

Sadly, i have nothing that interest me to blog. What a dead life. Haha.

I can’ t remember much my 2nd week of free week. It happen to be i stay inside my room alot and sleep and woke up and study Fluid until i wanna puke.

Thank GOD the Fluid mid term was ok. I was able to answer the questions but i don’t know whether my answers gonna make me or break me. I hope its gonna make me, like my Process Analysis Test 1 where i scored 31/35. I don’t mean to brag, people but i kinda shocked with the result. After all, the hardworks pay 🙂

Well, the title is obvious enough. Gonna be the busiet part of the semester.

3 project on the way

  • Fluid Mini Project 10% – due week 11
  • Process Plant Engineering Combined Project 25% – due week 12
  • Process Analysis Experimental Project 30% – due week 12

4 major test on the way

  • Chemistry Review Test 15% – week 8
  • Process Engineering Material Mid Term 30% – week 9
  • Process Analysis Test 2 35% – week 12
  • Process Plant Engineering Test 2 15% – week 12

That’s the main assignments. The minor assignments are still alot like Chemistry tutorials, Chemistry online quiz, PPE assignment 3 and 4, Chemistry Lab Report, PEM tutorial.

I think by week 12, i’ll be half zombie eh. Seriously.

All of this does not include CFC activities, which are Weekly League, The Football Week and Sports Night and my fun time. I NEED FUN TIME!


i know i have a lot of works to be done and i am still procastinating. I wish that the time i spend for my studies is sufficient enough for me to absorb every knowledge.

without wax,

yours truly

My new kittens!

These are my new kittens

pheobe and kiki

pheobe and kiki

pato and kaka

pato and kaka

My dearie brother emailed it to me yesterday. This is how they differentiate all the 4 kittens at home

rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:36:51 AM): aku x kenal bdk2 ni
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:36:55 AM): sape yg mane?
bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:37:42 AM): yg betine yg byk putih tu
bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:37:57 AM): yg idung hitam name start dgn k
bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:38:02 AM): so kaka n kiki
bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:38:16 AM): yg lg 2 tu pato n phoebe

rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:38:32 AM): owh
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:38:38 AM): gambar ni ko amik
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:38:42 AM): betina n betina ek
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:38:45 AM): jantan n jantan
bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:38:47 AM): yup0
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:38:49 AM): owh
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:38:50 AM): ok
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:39:00 AM): comel siot dorg
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:39:05 AM): mesti dah besar

bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:39:07 AM): cm aku a

rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:39:13 AM): ko perasan comel

bro dearie (4/19/2009 1:39:41 AM): kenyataan bhai
rahilah abdul halim (4/19/2009 1:39:53 AM): kenyataan perasaan ko je

p/s: the pic a bit blur because of the 1.3 MP, no auto focus and no night mode camera of O2 XDA II


i’ve deleted all my emo post and my latest post.

a friend of mine told me that i am not in position of judging both of them. I guess i got carried away with the previous post that almost related to it. I dont think i’m judging. That’s why i say its gossip. Can be true or can be not, right?. But still, i am in no position to offend anyone anymore. Stick to basic, rahilah.

well people, i am done giving thoughts for some one else’s life, even it is a friend of mine. I am just DONE!

As a friend, i am here to help. Will always be here 🙂

Words For The Day

Let the light

From the lighthouse

Let it shine on me

I wonder

If the light

from the lighthouse

would shine on me

Here is my thought

This is my plea

Lord let Your holy light shine on me

I wonder will You hear my pray

I know i am not worthy but i need Your help

Lord shine Your light

Shine it this way

Shine it so that i can see which way to take

my FAITH is in YOU to bring me through

Thought to Consider

Sweetheart and I had a simple talk weeks ago. This the one i like to share with all u guys and girls out there. Just my thought tho. Leave the comment ya 😉

rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:34:28 AM): perasan single

sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:34:53 AM): rase sunyi jer..single la kan?
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:34:54 AM): lol

rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:35:01 AM): haha
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:35:09 AM): sape suruh couple dgn bdk skola
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:35:12 AM): mmg la sunyi

sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:35:25 AM): lol
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:35:38 AM): sbb kalau couple dekat2 nnti kne kongkong
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:35:39 AM): hahah
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:35:45 AM): kalau silap aribulan..
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:36:00 AM): kalau jauh2 leh gedik2 ngn org len..kan kan?
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:36:08 AM): x gitu siti?

rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:10 AM): haha
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:20 AM): its depend on how u view it i guess
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:36 AM): kalo jauh ni
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:39 AM): susah nak trust
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:44 AM): lg susah bagi aku
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:49 AM): haha
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:53 AM): dpn mata
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:57 AM): kdg2 boring jgk
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:36:59 AM): so
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:37:07 AM): pilih la mane yg lebey sesuai
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:37:08 AM): haha

sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:37:43 AM): satu sane n satu sini bleh?
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:37:44 AM): hahaha

rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:37:57 AM): kalo mampu
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:38:01 AM): n x kena tgkp
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:38:02 AM): haha
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:38:06 AM): xde hal

sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:38:20 AM): weird support
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:38:21 AM): okok
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:38:27 AM): aku terime cadangan anda
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:38:28 AM): hahaha

rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:38:31 AM): haha
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:38:35 AM): ntah la
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:38:50 AM): lately aku rase aku makin open abt this whole relationship thing kot
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:39:01 AM): aku still xleh terima kena madu
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:39:03 AM): but
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:39:08 AM): in relationship
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:39:13 AM): its different
rahilah abdul halim (3/20/2009 1:39:18 AM): ko mencari yg terbaik kan

sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:39:30 AM): hahahaha
sweetheart (3/20/2009 1:39:34 AM): nice view lah

I know people. You gonna blame me especially the girls out there. Haha. I WILL burst out jugak if i heard about this 3 years ago. Haha.

Happy Birthday Ibu!

To my dearest Ibu,


Happy 44th Birthday! You are getting old! Hehe

As always, i know i say this alot but i just want you to know that i love you…too much

I try hard to achieve what i want because i know it is what you wanted as well.

Thank you for forgiving me and my stupid, foolish, selfish and destroying myself act.

Thank you for keep on reminding myself what i should do and what i should not, although most of the time, i do not abide.

But i will always try to make it up for you.

You are the best mother in the world! I can assure you that.

I don’t want someone else to be my mother. It will always be you and only you.


your annoying daughter

p/s: i wanna go home. Nak gossip dengan ibu…huhu 😦


A friend told me,

‘be happy for your friend, even though they don’t remember u during their happy times but always be there for them when they are down’

As i always say this over and over again,

i love each and everyone of my friend dearly as much as u love me.

without wax,

yours truly