The Wake Up Call

Current Mood: Blank

Current Song: Hung Up by Madonna

Last two weeks really takes the toll of me. I can still feel the tired and the stress.

The last pieces of work to do before studying for final exam

– Experimental Process Analysis Report

– Process Plant Engineering 4th Assignment

– Chemistry Tutorial 6 and Online Quiz 5

– Process Engineering Material Tutorial 10

I so can’t wait until my final assignment finish. Seriously. This semester workloads are just too much too handle. I never had a sleepless night before for assignments but i had it for the first time this semester. Really really really tiring. Serious shit!

I had a presentation today on the combine project of Mass Transfer Operation and Process Plant Engineering. The project is about designing distillation column for purification of isoprene and 3-methyl-1-butene. The group members are combination of seniors and juniors. Being a junior and no nothing about Mass Transfer part, Larry and i just finish up the PPE part like piping and pumping system, material selection, storage tank.

It was an amazing experience i would say. Its been a year since my last presentation, which was the EFDP Cambodia Project. Amazing as in, now i’m in second year second semester, my knowledge on my major should be increased right? And there i was, terlopong when they explained on the optimum reflux ratio of distillation column. Almost all the presenter today were the seniors because objective of the project is to determine the optimum reflux ratio that can give you profit after 5 years generating money to recover the capital investment.

Now, you guys know why i was terlopong. Engineering is not only about the feasibility of the designs. The designs must be economically feasible as well.

The questions asked during the Q&A were tougher compared to Dr Tang questions on my EFDP project last year. I mean you need to know every figure that you calculated and presented during the presentation. The judges were Dr Farouq and Mr Agus. Both of them asked killer question most of the time. Serious shit.

I learned 2 things from today. 1st, learning process can be really tiring but you need it for your future. 2nd, engineers deal with open ended questions. Mr Terence always talked about the latter part during my first year but i didn’t really get what it means but today, i witnessed one part of my future job. Kinda scared to really think about it especially if you gonna have your Industrial Training up coming 3 months holiday!

The question i have: Can i be an engineer?

I doubt myself a lot for that.

without wax,

yours truly

Why Man U Why

This is sad eh…

Work really hard to get into finals but lost to Barca….

The even stress part is they don’t give too much fight for the game….

But any hoot…

We lost to La Liga and Copa Del Ray Champion…Barcelona is just too good for Man U

To me, Berbatov’s life is on the line eh…30 million pounds worth of nothing eh…

Make it up another coming season okie Man U

without wax,

yours truly

Dinner with House of 22

Current Mood: Finish up PPE combine project

Current Song: 42 by Coldplay

I had dinner with house of 22 minus Gapam and Khadab, plus Fariq and Chong Senior at Banana Leaf Restaurant.

I can’t even remember the last time i had the time of my own with that house. Before this, that house was my favourite place to hangout because i free to be myself in the house. Sometimes, i was treated like an adult. Sometimes, i was treated like a younger sister. Sometimes, they bullied me like hell. I can talk from something so informative to something that really crap with that house’s people. Still, i feel the love from the house. Wish i could have the same feeling towards my own housemate. I wish….

lutfi zayyani and farq hakim

lutfi zayyani and farq hakim

azrul and aswad

azrul and aswad





Suddenly i feel sad because most of them are gonna finish up the studies soon, like Sedut, Syabil and Chong. Fariq already graduated and currently doing his practical here. Chendoy and Wado has another 1 year to go. Not just them. Abang gonna finish up next semester (i hope). Abang Rambo as well. These are all the people that i know i can count on when i need help. They never let me down yet, unlike some people i know. They like a part of my family. I feel safe around them. Seriously, i don’t how i’m gonna live my life without them on the upcoming semester. I think i’ll be heading to Perth if all of them graduate. I think….

I have an issue actually. Simple thought. How can you differentiate between people that are judging you or people that give criticism towards you? I read Liyana’s blog entry and it really hits me when she said that it is not fair for a people to judge other people changes because people only watch the result but does not see the effort. Come to think about it, that is one of the way for you to know that you are changing right? Doesn’t matter if it’s towards the bad or the good because it’s totally up to you to decide your life.

I do think sometimes you have to consider other people’s thought because you can’t even view yourself 360 degree. You might think that you have change towards the goodness that you want but people view it differently. If one perspective see it that way, to me, that thought should not be considered but if almost everyone around you tell you the same thing, then maybe they are right. Somewhere, somehow, you just don’t achieve your objective of changing. I know that in the end, it is between you and the Almighty but doesn’t it hits you if almost everyone said that what you do is wrong or improper to what you wanna be? Maybe the way people say things to you makes you feel that people are judging you. Might be true. Might be people wanna let you know that it is wrong but they just do not find any better way to talk to you.

To me, i like when people tell me what i do wrong because i know that people care about me. It is nice to be taken care of. Like Nini once scolded me of not wearing pants with my yellow dress. I say i wanna have it that way. From her face, i know she doesn’t like it. So, the next time i wear the dress, i wear it with my black jeans. I ONLY wear the dress without the jeans when i hangout with the people i know that comfortable of what i’m wearing. I am not hypocrite. I’m just respecting Nini’s opinion. If i wanna take it differently, i would say that Nini is judging me from what i wear. She might not wanna go out with me if i dress like that.

My important point here is we live in the world with other people. People judge you. People critic you. At the end though, its up to you to do whatever you what with it. You might wanna consider it. You might wanna talk shit about it. You might just ignored it. Its up to you and only you. To me, i valued people’s opinion about me because i know they see more of me than i do about myself. Sometimes, i just don’t realise what’s wrong or what’s right. I have a principe says that a right thing to do does not have to be the true. I learnt that from my experience.

without wax,

yours truly

p/s: Boo is coming back to Malaysia on 3rd July. Totally can’t wait for it ๐Ÿ˜€

Congratulations Kelkatu FC!

After 2 years = 5 semester waiting, finally my beloved team at least in the top 3!


I am so proud of each and everyone of you, whether you are a new player in the team or even the veteran player who played since the GROUND XERO time…

All of you make this possible for this semester. Good job to the manager on handling the team. The captain as well but my most love go to the players. Yes, you guys make it!

I am proud to be part of Ground Xero, Ground Zero and Kelkatu journey’s of football. I know that my contributions does not give any impact to the team but i will always be there at the field as the die hard supporter. I am sorry because this semester can’t really support u guys. Being part of the CFC committee, i need to be neutral. Hehe. But i realize most of the time, when it comes to Kelkatu match, i just taking side weh. Sorry committee. It runs in my blood ๐Ÿ™‚

Keep up the good work!

May you guys be champion next semester!

without wax,

Die hard supporter

Random Thought

Why be in a relationship when you know at the end of the day, you the one who suffer?

*Koyot : Coz i believe in faith ๐Ÿ™‚

*Taha: y even start thinking about relationships when u already anticipate all that to happen? come on engineer… newton’s law – every force has a reaction force. if u think like that, it will for sure happen to u. be optimistic ๐Ÿ™‚
some will agree its nice, some will agree its hell but no one will disagree its lovelyย  =)

-leave your thoughts people ๐Ÿ™‚

The usual weekend

Both matches on Saturday were awesome!.

1st match, Crazy Stone against Borneo FC. A really tight match eh. Both teams are equally strong, attacking and defending at almost the same rate. Really nice match to watch ๐Ÿ™‚ . The match ended draw, 2-2. Crazy Stone had the opportunity to win actually. The player really played their heart out there. Same goes to Borneo FC.

2nd match, Kelkatu FC against D Eagles FC. A comeback match for Eagles since their last match ended up with fight. To my shock, Eagles did not gave any attitude problem that day. The subtitute players ran from the other side of the field to give me the substitution form. I think the punishment really give them the wake up call that they need. Eagles is a good team actually but when you have players with attitude, its gonna be difficult to handle. To me, one person that can really handle a team with attitude players would be Hadri, Sabah FC Captain. He really work as a captain all the time. The match ended up draw as well, 2-2. Kelkatu had the chance to win when Salim scored 1 goal to equalize Ablaze’s goal on the 2nd half. Azam scored for Kelkatu’s 2nd goal but equalized by Nadum’s simple chip through deflected ball from Hafiz, Kelkatu keeper. All and all, still a really interesting match to watch. Most of the supporter cheered for Kelkatu to win the match.

Only one match was played on Sunday, which was Galacticos against Crazy Stone. Borneo FC should go against Trinity FC but they bailed out, so Trinity won the match by walk over 3-0.

Again Crazy Stone really went all out for the match but lost to experienced and stable Galacticos. They did held Galacticos for 1-0 in the 1st half but Galacticos just too strong for them when 5 goals was conceded on the 2nd half, which gave Galacticos a total win of 6-0. Dinesh lost his bet to PeeChee and Godwin. Haha. The crowd had fun as well. We screamed like hell also.

Another 3 match to go before CFC Football League ended. I just can’t believe we almost come to the end of the season.

without wax,

yours truly

my dearie lil brother

Die Hard Fan of Christiano Ronaldo

Die Hard Fan of Christiano Ronaldo

An Avid Fan of Allen Iverson

An Avid Fan of Allen Iverson

the wackiest person i ever known

the wackiest person i ever known

hate camera sometimes

hate camera sometimes

*sometimes contradict his own fact

rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:11:03 PM): aku agak pelik jgk la dgn ko ni
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:11:29 PM): pe?
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:11:47 PM): yela
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:11:54 PM): aku igt ko x sayang aku
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:12:18 PM): ko ni mmg slow a
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:12:40 PM): sdgkn kalu aku ade awek pn aku blm tntu ckp aku syg die
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:12:43 PM): inikn ko
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:12:54 PM): hak elah
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:13:03 PM): awek tu xde hak lg ke ats ko
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:13:06 PM): aku ade hak pe
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:13:56 PM): kalu slalu ckp tk exclusive a
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:13:58 PM): besides
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:14:16 PM): actions speak louder than word
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:15:44 PM): ko x prnh ckp mslhnye
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:16:07 PM): ala
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:16:25 PM): allah pn tk pernh ckp die syg hambe die
bro dearie (3/3/2009 10:16:33 PM): abis ko nk ckp allah tk syg ko gk??
rahilah abdul halim (3/3/2009 10:16:50 PM): yela ustaz

SMS from Bro Dearie (11 May 2009) – 1.07 pm

Wei…aku rindu ko a…cpt a balik…Aku nak duit ko…haha…rindu duit ko sebenarnye la…

Whoever he is, he always be a part of me that i don’t even wanna loose in one second of my day.

Love u annoying little monkey ๐Ÿ™‚