the beginning of an estimated end

Current mood: can’t wait to go back miri!!!

Current song: Your Love Is My Drug by Ke$ha

Its been 2 weeks since my last post. I really have nothing to write or to share with everyone. So, today is the wrap up day for one month Shah Alam’s holiday.

I succeeded in being a maid…well, not really a full maid, but i done dishes and laundry, without fail, everyday. My sayang can vouch for me. Been texting him on every single thing.

After 4 years, my lappy died on me. Already bought a new lappy. Waiting to give it to Salaam soon for medical check up. Hehe. Hopefully my new baby will be good on me.

Been shopping alot with mom. Haha. Pantang ade duit kan. Memang begitu.

Mom masuk hospital, cirit birit and muntah2. Doctor suspect virus infection. Besides, die memang ade masalah dengan perut die pun. So yeah. Kinda hard core attack. For that, i thanked my boyfie because bawak mak aku pergi hospital. Jasa mu amat dihargai ok 🙂

Checked the new timetable just now. Oh boy! i was freaking shocked. Abah pun siap cakap camni lagi, ‘final year ko takde class ke ape?’…hahaha. Die tengok jadual class aku sikit sangat. Aku pun terkejut kot. Sepanjang 3 tahun dalam CE, ni la sem yg tak banyak class. Sumpah. But workload die takyah cakap la kan. Tak lagi bontot aku duduk kat bumi Miri tu, Dr Yudi dah bagi 1st email for class Design Project. Yup. THE DESIGN PROJECT. 50 credits. The mother of all units in Chemical Engineering. 4 tahun belajar semata2 nak buat unit tu je. Waaaayyyy bigger than FYP. FYP aku tahun depan. GREAT!…so not.

Plan untuk mencari intern still lagi berjalan seperti biasa. Dah hantar resume dekat abang ku tersayang. MUST work hard on that. MUST FIND PLACEMENT SOON!

Been out with friends like always. The Royal family. Kali ni cuti tak berapa nak planning because most of them working. So yeah. Limited gile timing. Weekends lepak2. Camtu je. The best part was Alamanda hari tu la. Cool!. Dengan my USJian troops, we met up for Alumni dinner and i went out to Serendak Waterfall at Ulu Yam with the girls. Awesome time. Hangout outs like always. Never fail. Thanks to Farhan and my twin because pick me up from home. Hehehehe. Love the both of you, alot….

Well, that’s all for the wrap up. Will see my mirian people soon enough.

Bien á vous

your aye in the state of excitement 🙂

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sometimes

Current Mood: twisted and turn

Current Song: Knock You Down by Keri Hilson feat. Kanye West & Ne-Yo

Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down

I seriously don’t know what to feel now days.

I forgot how is it feels like having someone else there for you, through your whole day, besides family & closed friends.

I forgot how to appreciate and to understand the fact that i have someone else with me to share my part of life.

I forgot how to return a really good kindness and care that someone else give to me.

I simply forgot how to behave like a really thankful person who got her prince charming even though it is gonna be just for a while.

YES, I Forgot! and i’m sad for that…

I really wish i can say things differently.

I really wish that i’m not that complex.

I cried alot lately. Its like the old times.

I guess i have relationship problem.

the lame update

Current Mood: Cloud nine

Current Song: Superhuman by Chris Brown & Keri Hilson

Good day people.

I realized i haven’t write a really appropriate post lately. Sorry my dear readers (macam adela kan).

I’ve been busy enjoying my moment of loving someone again. Well, being out of the business for 5 years makes me abit inexperience, especially at remembering details. I, for instance, really like a guy that can remember every single details about me. On the other hand, i can only remember unique and important things. Finally, i met a guy that remember every single details about me, charming in his own way, too cute to be true and care about me, alot.

Besides that, i was busy avoiding the ex bf too. Aku kesian dengan die, really but i don’t have the feeling towards him anymore. I know he needs me now but i can’t give him what he wants.

Seriously, i have nothing to write for the moment. Will definitely write something useful, thoughtful and emotional later.

Till then, i’m enjoying myself in the cloud nine 🙂

yours aye in the state of indescribable feeling

Moving Mountains

It’s like whatever I do,
Ooh
Just can’t get through to you
Ooh, ooh
I’m never gonna tell anything wrong
Ooh, ooh,
Listen
Oh

Now, now she loved me, shawty I loved her
Used to jump up in the Maybach and roll out
Used to care, she used to share
The love that she used to give me can’t be found
I lost my way, she said she’d stay
And lately I’ve been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you said that, baby no worries I promise to get us back

[Chorus:]
I know sorries, just wouldn’t do it
Her heart is obliterated, I’m trying to travel through
But it’s like moving mountains…
It’s like moving mountains… hey.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change
And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away.
It’s like moving mountains… (moving mountains)
It’s like moving mountains… (moving mountains)

[Hook:]
Why just leave me?
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be, ooh, ooh
Be, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoaaa, whoa

She, she don’t touch me, I don’t touch her
We rarely even ever say a word
I really want to give her everything she deserves
But the bad took away the good
She thinks that I’m full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I’m tired
Every kiss that I miss, girl you know I’m trying
You never believe when I say, and I never believe it when you say
I love you, and I shouldn’t complain about it
I should take it like a man and walk up out it
Cause we will never be the same, ooh
I’ve been standing in gas and you have been the flame

[Chorus]

[Hook:]
Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be.
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be, ooh

This must be a slow death that I’m traveling on
It feels so wrong, I’m barely holdin’ on…
See no matter what it takes, I’ve gotta get it together, baby yeah
And these hills that I’m travelin’ up
She ain’t showing me love
I’m down on my love
Oh, I’m down
Whoa

[Chorus]

Well baby why you just leave me?
Just leave me be
Just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be
Why you just leave me
Just leave me be, ooh

Baby, baby
Whoa, yeah

Koop Island Blues by Koop

The video is abit disturbing but the song…it has its own meaning, at least to me

Hello my love
It’s getting cold on this island
I’m sad alone
I’m so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I’m looking for you
Or anyone like you

We said goodbye
With the smile on our faces
Now you’re alone
You’re so sad on your own
The truth is
We ran out of time
Now you’re looking for me
Or anyone like me

Na na na na…

Hello my love
It’s getting cold on this island
I’m sad alone
I’m so sad on my own
The truth is
We were much too young
Now I’m looking for you
Or anyone like you