Hey all! What’s up. Suppose to blog about my last two outing with the friends but dorang tak upload gambar lagi. As soon as the pics up, i’ll let you know the stories ya 😉
Again, title can be deceiving…hehe
I happen to be one of those people that give extra care when it comes to friendship. I think most of my closed friend do realise that. Aku sangat susah hati bile org yg aku sayang sedih, resah, gelisah, tak senang hidup. Memang aku susah hati sangat. Because i believe everyone deserve to have a happy day, a smile in their face even for a while pun. I’m a firm believer in moment of life. There are moments in your life that you really like to live in it again, regardless its good or bad. I have few moments that i would seriously like to make it happen again.
I’m out of topic. Haha. Bear with me aite people? 🙂
I like to depict myself as a sunshine. To everyone (exceptional on Jengga la, aku rase aku nightmare die kot. Although i never really say this to him, he’s one hell of a friend, a good way tho. Kadar toleransi die terhadap aku amat la tinggi. For that, i love you, dearie friend 🙂 ). As far as i can remember, i’ll try my best to help all my friends that are in need. Believe me, my extend of helping friend is far beyond your imagination. Ada yg memang betul2 seriously asked for a help, ada member yg amik kesempatan atas kebaikan aku, which in one way, i consider it as my weekness jugak. I just can’t help it. I like to help. Whether just being by their side listening to their rambling about the problem, or just being the shoulder to cry on or by just sit in silent next to them, i do really hope by that, i can help them to let go of their problem, even just for a while.
I like to smile. I do smile alot as far as i can remember. The only time i didn’t smile is when you meet my other half, the Moon version of Rahilah, which indicates either i was on fight with someone, or i was angry with my piles of workload, or when things doesn’t go my way. That’s when you see the other side of me that i rather not show it to others because i always keep in mind that people are not here to listen to my stupidity or carelessness. But then, saya pun seorang manusia seperti anda semua. I have my times as well. Hehe. Thank you to the people who always be there when i had my stupidity moments. You know who you are 🙂
But all these really got me thinking, people view me as caring or busybody? I wish the answer to be caring. But i know there are certain people who says that i’m a busybody person. You can tell by the look on their face when you ask a personal question, either they consider you as busybody or caring. I developed this by experience. You need to be the right person at the right time and the right place to be consider as caring. If not, memang orang cop ko busybody and kaki gossip. I’ve been called that before. Sedih tu sedih jugak la bila people didn’t get your intention kan but, its free world anyway. They speak whatever they wanna speak.
I learnt to accept people comes in many forms. Its kinda interesting when you can really tell your friend do have problems and you guess the problem right. Memang syok. Times to times, i do tell myself that i’m taking a wrong course. I should be psychologist or counsellor. Haha. But, i won’t trade it for the things i learn currently. Engineering is such an awesome things. Its about entering the other part of human’s world. I can’t imagine the world without engineering.
Yet another rambling. Huhu. Do apologise me people 🙂
I’m not really good at making conclusion. I hate conclusion. Conclusion means end. I don’t like things to end. Why must it ends?
In conclusion, i like to picture myself as everyone sunshine. I’m truly sorry if you hate it. It just me and i’m being myself 😀
bein à vous
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